the real me

i stand in front of the mirror,
seeing this reflection of myself.
but is this who i really am,
cause lately it's hard to tell.

my eyes don't look the same anymore.
my smile has faded away.

and the things that used to be so beautiful,
are now just dark and gray.

my strength just seems to weaken.
the motivation i had once is gone.

and things that used to feel so right.
now feel just totally wrong.
 

i dont know what to do anymore

and im not sure i'll ever know.
all i've ever been through is hell

and all i've ever felt is alone.

all my pain has overwhelmed me,
my confidence is out the door.
does anyone recognize my reflection.
cause im not quite sure who i am anymore.