three words ' i love you '

 

you're everything to me

you're my candle when i need a light

you're me pillow when i cry

you're my teddy when i need a hug

for short , you're my everything

why can't you just kill me ?

why can't you just kick me ?

why can't you just slap me ?

why can't you just block me ?

why can't you just forget me?

why can't you accept my love ? 

tell me you hate me

tell me you hate look me

tell me i'm ugly

tell me i'm a bitch

tell me i'm an idiot

tell me that i shouldn't love you

i'm crying

hits my head with things around me

force myself to forget you

i can't sleep

i can't eat

do you know what i think about ?

i think about  YOU

do you know how much pain i felt ?

do you know HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU ?

why can't you understand ?

pleasee , let me hold you

pleasee , hug me

please , i begging you

don't leave this weak and un-strong heart 

to sacrifice for your love again

i'm not strong enough to fight back

give me a change

although i keep saying goodbye

i never mean it 

can you understand ?

do you love her more ?

if so , keep saying goodbye and hate me

keep avoiding me 

i just want you to know

HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU :'(

should have done that
I should have ignored it
like something i couldn't see
I shouldn't have looked at you at all
I should have run away
I should have acted like i didn't hear it
like something I couldn't hear.
I shouldn't have listened to love at all

Without a word , you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
what should I say next?
my closed lips were surprised on their own
coming without any words

 

Why does it hurts so much?
Why does it hurts continuously ?
Except for the fact that i can't see you anymore
And that you are not here anymore
Otherwise, it's the same as before.