memories keep playing

eveytime you with me 

i feel something new

feeling bright

now its all gone

i'am leaving you

its hurts , but i have to face it

i can't see you

i can't meet you

if i did the first thing i will do is cry

i just can't stand the way you look at me

its make me feel happy but my tears fall

everytime i lies to people that i don't love you

i feel sadness come 

raining blood didn't stop in my empty world

my world just have you

i drop my razor down

feeling good after hurting myself

all the blood keep fallin slowly

and my tears never gonna stop fallin down

its hurt badly, but its getting hurts if i  force myself to forget you

why can't i forget you ?

hearing all my lies make me cry and all night all i do just cry

why can't i stop ?

all this days was a fake smile ?

why can't i smiling ?

i realize my smile were gone

its was too late ..

my smile , my self and my hearts

is belong with you

why can't i get it back ?

just one way to get it

is loving you

be with you

and thing of you

everytime i did that , why i can't stop smiling ?

is this love ?

why its hurt badly ?

why ?

can't i just forget you ?

all night me tears never stop fallin

hearing your voice 

hearing bads new from you

begging me to stay

why can't i accept that you are not mine ?

why i keep lying that i don't love you ?

why ?

all our memory fly in the dark night

feeling empty with tears on my cheeks

saying to myself ' what should i do when you're gone far away ?'

why i being so stupid 

       will you go while you know how much i love you ?

you will go far away

its impossible to remember me

how can i touch you ?

how can i see your smile ?

even i got your pictures ,

i smile to you , but you didn't smile back

why ?

ouh , its just a pictures 

its will never moves

one day , i want to go to the first time i lay my eyes on you

LAKE VALLEY

to throw our memory in the lake

screaming like crazy people

that how much i love you

will i ever see you again ?

will i ?

maybe our last talk were our last contact

ouhh , how much i miss your voice

last nite you make me laugh

smile and cry

you and her , just perfect .

why i disturbing you and her ?

i'am bad person and pathetic 

she gorgeous and you a handsome dude

makes a perfect couple <3

 now you have to makes her smile like you did to me

i want you to be happy 

please stop begging me to stay 

if you did , i can't forget you 

you will grab my last wish right ?

take care of my hearts (:

don't break it