my dream wold of you :')

oh god , i know this day would come . and i don't prepared anything . i cried like an idiot . i cry to people who doesn't love me . what a noob . but , i believe , he will be happy :) if you smile, i'll smile for you :)

 

no one knows what i think inside or feel inside , if i smile . they think i'am happy .
but inside i hide thousand of tears . but its okey , i don't want you to be sad watching me like this .i know she the one for you :) better than me . and i pray for your happiness . i don't regret letting you go . cuz i know , she can take care of you :) i can't near you . if i do , i can fall again . i can't having any relationship with you .what i'm going to do is impossible but i try . i don't want disturb your relationship :) its okey . i'll go ^^ it's not a big deal right ? 

 i don't have my best friend anymore . i don't have love and people who love me always go away . and i don't have a razor to be my best friend . all of them gone for good . its always happend to me . everything i love the most, gone . i don't know where they want to go . maybe far from me . but its okey , i got my teddy with me . its always near and company me when i'm sad . its be my pillow for me to cry .

 

GOODBYE

-sofea-